So over it!

I am so ready for this semester to be over, I'm to the point where studying is such a drag. I had one final today and am done with my biology class. I hope everyone isn't as stressed as I am! Good luck on all your exams and have a great summer!

WINDY

Outside the  wind continues to blow
Its cold, frigid, and looks like snow!

I really hoped the cold was gone for good
I know I complain more than I should.

Its just that I hate the cold
and if I could move somewhere warm I'd be sold!

Lets take a trip to somewhere where its sunny
sit on the beach and get a skin tone close to honey.

la de da

Just another day in good old Michigan. So glad that its finally starting to warm up and be the weather that's ideal for shorts and a t-shirt. Words can't explain my dislike of snow and cold. I'm not sure if its the driving in it I hate more though honestly. People are carless when they drive in the winter, they should realize that they are not the only people on the roads. Anyway I hope that all of you are enjoying the day and get a chance to take a walk outside or sit out there and enjoy a good book!

no class today!

So I am sitting in the library and opened an email to find out that my English class is cancelled. Wish it wasn't since I was counting on the class time to learn anything that pertained to our group projects and our final projects. I hope that we will not be missing out on anything that we needed to know for them. With that being said I hope that everyone feels confident in what we have learned throughout this class to complete the final project! :) Good Luck guys!!

Words Hurt

Words that I find offensive, are any words that are degrading or hurtful to people. If you are in any friendship or relationship where someone cuts you down or calls you names it's not okay!!  Some words can be hurtful to people that may just be a joke to you. People so freely call others some of these that I would find hurtful:
-bitch
-cunt
-whore
-slut
-dick
-stupid
These are only a few that I would find offensive if they were seriously said to me!

Studying is terrible!

So if any of you are like me you know that studying for things sucks! In high school I never really studied for tests or anything so college is a definite reality check. I found that I need to exercise better studying habits for the sake of doing well and my grade. I need to write down exactly what I need to do because otherwise I will forget and it won't be good.

Warm weather!

So I don't know about you guys but this warm weather is absolutely amazing to me.  I am not a big fan of cold or snow.  Actually anything that has to do with winter.  I love not having to worry about the roads being bad on the way to class or work.  The thought of waking up even earlier than I already do just because the roads might be bad made me sad.  Now it's clear and bright and I absolutely love it.  Someone told me the other day that it's supposed to be 30 degrees next week and I wanted to cry.  So everyone do their warm weather dance and hope for spring!

Blahhhhhhhh

Wow what a weekend.  I am so thankful that today is Sunday.  I worked on Friday and Saturday both days from 5 until close which is usually about 3 in the morning.  I cannot tell you how much I dislike being out that  late.  I think it's time to start job searching  especially considering I don't make the money that I should be making for the time I am there.  Today was a great day.  We got up did  a 20 minute workout,  which consisted of 10 minutes of jump roping and 10 minutes of trail running.  It was a little muddy but it felt great to get outside! 

Chicago

So today I was looking up train tickets for Chicago. I wouldn't mind taking a day trip down when it gets nicer so we can walk the Navy Pier and down the mile of shops and stores. I have been to Chicago before but it has been a couple years and I really want to go back. Another reason I would like to re-visit is to go to the Shedd Aquarium and The Museum Of Science and Industry! I went in 7th grade but that seems like forever ago. It was also a very quick trip so there's so much left unseen. Hopefully I find a time on spring break to go!

Warm weather!!

I am absolutely loving this weather we have had the past couple of days. IT is finally starting to look more like spring. I don't care that it is only in the 40's because that is so much better than negative 20! Being able to grab a light jacket while walking out the door is a great feeling and I am excited for the day when I don't have to tie my shoes but can instead slip on some flip flops and be on my way!

Guilty pleasure

I would have to say that my guilty pleasure is the show Pretty Little Liars. When I first started to get into the show I was hooked.  I'm not sure if it was the drama or the storyline that keeps sucking you in.  I had missed the first season so I went on Netflix and caught up so I knew exactly what was happening and why.  Not alot of people know that I watch this show,  but I definitely consider it my guilty pleasure.  Don't judge me!  Haha

Wii U !!

So I'm pretty excited because next weekend we are going to get a Wii u! We have been talking about it for what seems like forever and its finally happening. I am most excited for the exercise part of it and all of the old school games that we are going to get to play. WE plan on getting Super Smash Bros., Mario Kart, Wii Fit U, and Zumba!!  We are also going to consider this our "cheat day" for the month and get Chinese food and see a movie!

Media

In the world we live in today media is a huge thing. I was just talking to someone the other day and wondered when did it all start. I remember when I was a child I would go outside and play and talking on the phone, playing a game on the Nintendo, and getting on the internet were things that you earned. Now honestly my phone is always with me, and I text people more than I  should I remember I used to talk on the phone all the time. Media is impacting children more than anyone in this world because instead of going out and being active they are playing video games and on social media more than anything. I also think the media has a huge influence on young girls and how they view themselves. When you see a cover of a magazine and see a photo shopped and edited image you think that is what you have to look like or no one will like you. Its sad to say but technology is only going further. What is going to happen to our society, our children, and their children?

Just keep swimming!!!

Things are getting better day by day, my boyfriend just received his state license for massage therapy and purchased his insurance which means that the only thing that's left to do is get a new job. The reason this is so awesome is that we can finally start thinking about our own place and make it happen. We are ready to call somewhere our own! Then there's me, I just applied for a new job as well at a hospital, which would be a great foot in the door for when I am done with school! I get in these moods where I think it will never end but right now I am feeling pretty confident about everything and my goals are in sight!

Every direction

Lately it seems that I never have any extra time and that I'm being pulled in every direction.  Classes are kicking my butt  and work is also.  I work 3 days a week,  which doesn't seem like all that much but it really is when you go in at 4 and are there until 2 in the morning sometimes. It's awful!  I am at class from 8 in the morning until 7 at night on Tuesdays and Thursdays.  In my "free"  time I do homework and workout,  and there's no time for anything else.  I always feel terrible for my boyfriend because it seems we are always seeing each other in passing.  So blaahhhh for this semester and is it over yet?

short and simple

Sleepy eyes when you awake
Make my heart skip a beat

My heart is always yours to take
No one else could ever compete.

We hold hands when we're at the store
And act as if no one else is around

You always open my car door
And speak to me without making a sound.

High School text

What was your favorite text?  Least Favorite?

In high school English class I honestly didn't care for the reading aspect of the class but if I had to pick one that was okay to read I would pick the book "1984" by George Orwell. It was a very interesting read and it kept me wanting to know what was going to happen next. It was a good view on what might happen in our future. If I had to pick a least favorite it would probably be Gulliver's Travels. I lost interest so fast and didn't even read the whole thing. Instead I used spark notes to answer homework questions and find out what happened.

You are enough!!

So my boyfriend I started out on this journey to start eating right and working out. I am so happy and proud to say that we are doing extremely well. We have consistently worked out 5 out of the 7 days a week for almost a month and a half now and eating right with a few little exceptions. The awesome part about this is I have not had any ice cream, chocolate, pizza, or anything too unhealthy for me in this time period. We also switched from drinking regular energy drinks to strictly sugar free. I know its only been a short amount of time but we have no intention of stopping, once you start seeing the little changes and envisioning your goal there is no stopping the want for more results. I am not where I want to be yet, but it takes time and I am looking forward to doing this and achieving my goals!

Narritive stories

What function does narrative serve in our lives? Why do we tell stories?

A narrative story serves the purpose to be able to elaborate on certain events and happenings within our lives. It also includes dialogue between the people you encounter, whether its fights, happy moments, or even the most secret thing. It allows us to tell people of  the places we visit and the people that are important to us.  We tell stories to get these things out on paper and tell others. I know that when I have happy experiences or memories, I like to share them with people. We also tell them because then they will be carried on to other people.

What If?

Have you ever stopped to think about where you would be if one single thing wouldn't of happened to you? I find myself questioning this from time to time. Don't get me wrong I am completely happy where I am right now but what if? What if growing up my life was a little easier?  What if I wouldn't of played any sports in high school?  What if I would have gone to college and gotten my degree right after high school? What if I wouldn't of gotten a job at the age of 16? What if I wouldn't of worked two jobs for 3 years? What if I wouldn't of moved out of my house at age 17? What if I had a closer relationship with my parents? What if I wouldn't of met the many people who have impacted me in such a great way? What if I had never encountered struggle to get where I am? What if I didn't have to work while going to school? What if I didn't have someone to support me through it all? WHAT IF? These things cross my mind from time to time, its inevitable. Truth be told I'm happy about how things unfolded in my life. I only have one job at the moment and am attending school full time. I have an awesome support system that encourages me and helps me every step of the way. All of the people I have met, maybe just in passing have influenced me and helped shape me into who I am today.  I wouldn't change a single thing that has happened in my life just because it has gotten me to where I am today and for that I am truly thankful!

What makes a good story?

Friday Prompt:  What is a story? What makes a good story? 
When I hear the word story I always think of when I was a little kid and my mom would read to me. I always loved the Disney stories and the adventures I went on with all of them.  I like stories that I can picture myself in and be right there with the characters.  One component of a good story is being able to follow it.  Knowing all the details without wondering about them.  You shouldn't ever get some reading and ask yourself what the point was.  A good story also consists of things that catch your reader from the very beginning so they don't want to put it down. 

Hearbeats and silent words!

Eyes meet

Heart beats

Faster and faster

Mouth opens

Words won’t come out

It’s like you’re scared

Even though you know

If someone cares

They won’t leave

They’ll never judge

So open your mouth

Let the words fall out

Pour out your heart

Let them know

That no matter what

You’ll be there

To catch them if they fall

Comfort them when they’re sad

be their eyes when they can't see

hold their hand through it all

teach them new things

put up with them on bad days

of course the good too

And that you’d never let them down.

Who am I?

Hey Guys my name is Brittny. I was a little nervous when it was mentioned that I would need to keep a blog. I had one quite awhile ago but it was used mostly for my poetry that I wrote. I will let you know that you will probably be seeing a lot of it as well on here. I love writing poetry I've just lost the time to enjoy writing it. Another disclaimer is that most of them will probably be sappy so I apologize in advance if there's anyone who doesn't care for that. I am currently working part time and going to school full time. I work at a small little place called Darbs Patio in Eaton Rapids, and am attending school with the intent to become an RN. I grew up and live in Springport which is a small town that not many people have heard of. So my commute is about an hour or so. My favorite time of year is the fall because of the leaves changing and beautiful scenery. So here's to an awesome semester and hopefully making a few new friends! Good luck to all of you with your blogs, I'll always read them!

Reflections

*SIGH* Its only day one of the semester and I sit here feeling overwhelmed already. I received the homework pack for my Algebra class and the first one listed is 1-91. 91 problems for my first homework assignment,  I admit I died inside a little.  I just want to get to where I am supposed to be. Lets think about it, am I really going to need fractions, and converting decimals to fractions in my career field? No, the answer is no! I know that this will all be worth it but at the moment I'm feeling a little overwhelmed and not looking forward to the upcoming months because like I said It's only day one!! So here's to hoping I make it out of this semester alive!

Truly, madly, deeply!

Has anyone ever told you that when you smile you light up a room? Or that when they’re with you they feel like nothing else in the world matters? How about that conversation with you is so easy or that your manic laugh is absolutely adorable? Has anyone ever told you that they admire the way that you genuinely care for things and other people? Or that they wish you could see the way your face lights up when you’re excited about something? Has anyone ever told you how much they cared about you or that spending time with you was their favorite thing to do? How about that even when you’re in complete silence, or playing a video game that they honestly don’t mind because they’re with you and that means more than you know? Has anyone ever told you that they can’t picture their life without you or that losing you would break them completely? Has anyone ever told you that they find themselves holding back from saying what’s on their mind because they’re scared that they will scare you away? How about that goodbyes get harder because all they want to do is give you a hug, a kiss, and say the words “I Love You”. Not because it’s an ordinary thing to do but because they truly, deeply love you more than anything they ever have before.